WHY??TELL ME WHY!!!DOTA MY LIFE!!!

Haiz..Its not a good day to start a day when my friends told me..Eh "xiao de" u wanna join DOTA TOURNAMENT(DT) or not???then i said ok lor cuz my fren chun wah told me that it gonna start on the 30th of nov..BuT holy creeps my EA buddies that call me to join it said it gonna start on 31st of OCT..u get wat i MEANT???it means nxt week thursday..And i was so freakign stunned cause i CANT JOIN IT....WHY???tell me WHY???HUrt my Feelings damn deep man cause cant join it...even more hurtful than breakups..i cant accept the truth..Dota my Life.!!!!somebody save me!!!!Haiz boh bian ad...SPM more important..so after spm just find other tournamens to join lor...

IM ADDICTED TO DOTA!!!

SO in my previous blog i told that im gonna study..yeah im studying alright..thx to my buddy wei liang for influenced me to play DOTA today...I tried not to play..i SWEAR i SWEAR...but too bad lar i cant resist it..so what to do??Play with them lor...But know wthat it took us almost half an hour to enter a single room in Garena to join the room created by wei liang...damn sucks man...so here's come the countdown before the game start...5....4....3....2....1...0....n it written TEXXAUZ HAD LEFT THE GAME..And i was like what the heck is going on man??i wasted half an hour entering the game and now it tell me i left the game....OWNING...=.=....so we tried another game....this time we are quite "successfull"...3ominutes during the game there are 2 leavers leaving the ..totally RUINED the game...SUCKSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so i got fed up and now i ended up blogging about it...>.<....Lately my friends asked me wether wanna join a DOTA tournament in Dp on 30th NOV...but haiz cant join dude..damn sorry...SPM...no time to practice...T.T...I know u all can't win without me..wakakaka..jkjk...But i try to join it lar...cuz IM ADDICTED to DOTA...WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha...

SPM???BRING IT ON!!!

Phewww...damn tired man..everyday i had been programmed to STUDY, STUDY AND STUDY..even i dunwan 2 study my mind had already set it..i cant help it man...WTH spm is just around the corner..another 21days left for me 2 prepare my weapons before facing the war(SPM)..=.=...And i like was...er..spm=no feelings...What had got into me???arggghh!!!Mybe its important to my friends that plan to enter form 6 ..but luckily im nt going to form6 so its not that important to me..hehehe..Haiz this week still need to revise for chemistry form5..200+++pages man..1week jz can finish damn bored...after that need to revise for my history summore..piece of cake huh...>.<...Opps i almost forgetten about moral...36values need to be memorize rawly man...damn stupid man...i wasted 1days for last month trial memorizing d value n holy shit when i enter the hall and sit for the test i and i was like...HUH whats the definition again for that value???luckily my friend ANdy was ther to give a helping hand to me...haha...helping huh??mybe im killing myself..haha...Haiz need to memorize it really no mood siol..damn bored u know...i rather revise for biology..damn interesting..haha.....so much for now..gtg tuition(physics)...sucks man...

Souless Heart.=/

IS it reli hard 2 love somebody tat u like???i duno?evrytime we watch a movie or a drama in the end it sure promise us with a happy ending where the person they like can be with each other.but does it really happens in reality?The answers maybe yes and maybe no..as for me i believe if sumone is sincere enough one day all his afford may paid off..but in some cases in will not happened,although he tried vry hard and neglecting all his passion jz to be with her..although i may be playing a small part in her memories and her heart but to me she plays an important role in my routine and me life..i will do anything to fullfill her needs as long she's happy...all i wan in return is not for her to be with me in the end but just a smile in her face is already enough to lighten up d sparks in my heart..but im afraid that evrything i do will keep her further apart from me...since she appear in my life she had been my main priority, evryting that i done will be she-come-first..with the hope that she will remember me in the future...sometimes when she din reply my text messages all sorts of thinking will implanted in my mind...a part of me will keep on asking questions such thatt am i annoying to her?,is she avoiding me?,or does she hates me?...sometimes i even waited hours for her messages by looking and looking at my cell every seconds, minutes and hours...i know that it will not bear any fruit although i had done so much..i tried to forget her but part of me betrayed me by telling me to keep on going and try till the end...haiz..SPM is jz another 37days but i keep on thinking of her..sometimes the mood to study will also leave me...AM I DOING WHAT IS RIGHT?I DONT KNOW BUT I WILL TRY TO TOUCHED HER HEART WHEN THE DAY APPEAR

Newbie!!!!

HI..This is my first blog here...so let me introduce abit bout my biodata..im 17 dis year...Life sucks at 17 in malaysia(cuz of spm)...u guys can call me as jiv if u wan..but i have damn lots of nick's created by my so-called-frens..=.=!!..wanna noe wat is it??quite funny actually n damn geli..eg:jivjiv,small chocalate(cuz of my skin tone)..etc...so ders a short intro bout me...